Ryan 子彬's Blog!!! ^^

Somehow,my favourite song seems to be Mama Mia now!! LOL

I just dun get it.i really dun. -heartbroken- U said u nvr felt anything for what i had done for the past few mths?i tried my best...i adapted to ur style,i changed for u,but it seems like u r still giving me the cold shoulder! :'( i love you,i really really do,i want u to be mine agn,dun u get it? :(

Went to the shop for the 2nd time today but the auntie agn not there..planned to get her a gift for valentines。haix...is this fate? :( looks like shes only gonna have a teddy bear,chocolate and roses...HAIX!!!! >

"Sometimes,we take life for granted.sometimes,we get irritated of living.but one thing's for sure,life is nvr deprived of thrills and fun. :)" However,dun ruin ur life at such a young age.I HOPE THAT EVERYTHING POSTED HERE WILL BE KEPT HERE AND NOT LEAKED OUT. ;)

Sometimes,i ever asked myself if i should change the blog name,so that i once agn closed myself from the doors to the world... Going back to toPic,ytd went with XM n Adler(he should be otw to China Alrd!! ^^) tiong.On the way,we met someone who told XM to break friendship with me.Like seriously,just becoz of ur Personal hatred towards me will cost me my friendship??at least my "sis" doesnt think that way.dumb.dun ever think i didnt knew what u were doing behind my back,hate me?hate me more then.becoz its nvr Possible to break my relationship with my siblings and besties. Then at tiong we went to look for that teddy bear 3D puzzle and otw back aft late lunch we saw mdm lee!! ^^.ytd night wasnt enjoyable at all as well.quarreled with her agn...haix...when will this ever stop?? :(

Frustrated,sad,emo,worried.when will u ever know to care for me? ❤

How to explain whats going on in my heart now...it like mIxed feelings.i know something bout my bestie but i cant do anything to help her.SPM also liddat.Hard to explain...haix... :/

Its time to list anth 10 BFFs agn!! ^^ 1)Run An 2)XM 3)SPM 4)milton 5)adler 6)shanger 7)nicholas!! 8)hansen 9)jiewei 10)sande! Forever rmb u guys!! ^^

Ytd by accident saw something i shouldnt see... > but then it only tells me that i shouldnt look at things on the surface...ytd shes just sitting by the spiral staircase doing her hw...haix...this is what they meant by behind closed doors?LOL.blog ltr agn.

End of week 2 and hw are already accumulating~ anw,that isnt a Prob coz my biggest prob is still mel...guess that shes still mad that i liked someone else...back tO topic,im still fightin for her love. ^^ It might be harsh,it might be tough,but i still perservered. Still waiting for 22/03/2012 to arrive. :)

Yea,gonna talk boutbthe subjuct i hated the most... So yea,sec sch love stories are pretty pathetic.Tried my luck in sec 1 and got ended up leaving me crying!? :( At least Trina wasnt that bad when she rejected me... :) Then sec 2 life came and I was chosen for [os]2 and met a pretty kind girl named melinda~ Somehow,i felt that she was diff. frm other girls. Firstly, shes tallllll! Secondly shes doesnt rant and shout like some ah lians? Shes soft ,gentle and fragile. 💟 When we got back to sing,we chatted for a feelings and declared my feelings for her despite being with someone else and i broke up for her.she was also considerate and we didnt stead upon breakup.we went tgt to sentosa on the 22nd of march last yr and we stead thr.Tht was the beginning of our love story.our first mth was damn sweet,i swear.I sent her home aft sch or lunch/CCA,we took neos,we went out. :) but gd times dun last...aft our first mth everything went apart and i knew miyuki during council camp.i stead with ...

I rmb the day where we joined outram as one class,i expected to graduate as a Perfect class.pll joined into my life in the process of 2 years.3rd yr in outram,things changed.over ELISSA,i lost MAEGAN.beoz Of MIYUKI,I lost Mel. -heartbroken-.becoz of my playboy attitude,I also lost LIMIN...haix...at least i still got ppl like Andro,YL,aaron,guru and more.These besties nvr left me,may have liked some of them,but they know me more than other ppl do. Wanna be added to my besties list?Know me and my blog btr first!!! ^^ mel,still not sure if u are gonna see all this or not,but i love u -blur-

Damn tired today...Stood in the sun for 2 hrs!?Then went ard in my full u...met my dear 1/6 ppl!!! ^^ aftnit ended we Jing Hao and i went to chinatwn and saw Si Hua and Sharon ...chicken rice was packed,so we decided to go to Bugis Junc. For Mos Burger inst.,then went to do hw at Jing Hao's hse and went back home. :)

Heard that u are sick...get well,dun stress urself?LOL,felt like im a naggy guy!! > Kk,gws!

First week of sch passed...didnt focus on relationships at all ? Achievement? ^^ not sure for the future though~ :| shall try then...oh ya,Jing Hao told me sharon knows bout my blog!?! See and decide then...

Why!?!?why everything is going this way!!!i nvr flirt le for u ,go in class wanna talk to u in the end see u and freakin andre tgt talking?WTF!?!?Do u even rmb that thrs a freakin me?? Sovi trying to tell me karma exsists?patch patch patch,is u make it impossible de,also my freakin fault!?!?despite all this, i still wanna have u back...dun cha get it? :(