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I have been drafting articles more frequently recently because I don't have a place to vent out all these frustration I had, both personal and school-wise. Well, if you happen to come across this and am thinking, "Hey, why have not you thought about me!" It's most probably because I didn't want to trouble any of you who passes by here. As most of you who have known me, you should know that I am the type of person who is extremely unwilling to make people worry for me.  On to the main topic, I was intrigued to write this article after realising how a day of events passes by in a flash. Nowadays, the emphasis is on rushing, rushing to get work done, rushing for the train, bus class, whatever it is. We have learnt to do things faster and to make things more efficient, even I myself am awed by my personal performance. I always have friends and my brothers who complained that I walk too fast to the extent that my leg barely touches the group before the other leg rises...

Back to the time for zibinx to reflect again hahaha~ I don't know why but I just find it very relaxing at night, to discuss about the recent happenings in my life. The night sort of gave me the feeling that I have all the time I can get to slowly recall about the past.  Anyway, all presentations down!! Yayy, but 3 more papers to goo~ ;( (Somebody save me from drowning in the books of knowledge!!)  And that was probably it for school life.. For those readers who always catch up with my relationship statuses, well... Sorry to disappoint you guys again! Now's not really the right time to get into one either haha! As in, everyone has its comfort zone, and some might refuse to move out of it due to past experiences. I'm one of those. I managed to move out of the previous one, but it doesn't mean that I'm ready for a new one. I tend to see myself as a person who always makes the wrong decisions, which has always been the case, especially for major decisions. I really do n...

I guess the long night is the only way I can sort of calm myself down to "pen" my thoughts out. Let's start off with this pic from my now abandoned first blog: Let's go through the list to see if they did come true! 1) I guess I managed to make those important to me happy! 2) I don't know if this came true, too many choices in life man~  3) Not anymore LOL!  4) This was back then when I did quite badly for streaming in Sec 2.. It didn't come true because I still did badly in Sec 3 hahaha~ 5) I dont think this came true as well. I'm probably one of the most guilty conscious person around. 6) This sort of came true, I guess! 7) Came true 8) Both fell through, wasn't like how I am now in the past. 9) I guess I scored pretty decently! 10) Boy, an I glad that this didn't come true haha, if not I wouldnt get yo meet the person I'm seeing now. Thank god I was in this class. Those who know me well enough will know that I literally grumble at the most m...