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Music therapy comes to the rescue!! Since yesterday, I have been placing my mind on music, just hoping to get everything out of my mind. Listen to The Corrs, and this morning, I have the sudden urge, to listen to Mandopop after quite awhile hahaha! Here are a few songs that I recommend! ( might be old and dull to some, but it's the best I can recommend!! ><) 1) Tank- 专属天使 2）杨培安-我相信 3）SHE-五月天  The second one might be a little hard to listen when you are feeling very down.. But that song is a very motivational song :) So yeah, gotten ove it ler! Life goes on, not stop when you have challenges like this.  -zibinx :)- 29/3/2014

Im tired of her nonsense. Just let her do what she deems is fit. And thank you to myself for carrying out the debrief even when you are ASKED to do the debrief (yes, I was asked to do the debrief. I DID NOT requested to do the debrief.) You are still the same. Nothing gets into that brain of yours when you are mad. Even when you cool down, you also refuse to admit it. Just leave it as it is then, not as though I didn't give you your rights. Argh.

Hi viewers! Im back again hahaha~ This time, just wanna share with you guys more of myself!!  So for now, my clique keeps on saying that I will find a girlfriend in Poly LOL. For sure I know that won't happen, as after all, I'm not ready for a new relationship in the near future. Some of you might think that Im lying or whatsoever, I can however say that you are wrong. Totally wrong. I am really not prepared for the next relationship yet. Just look at it! It took me two and a half years to let go of her. Not easy when feelings and other factors are present. Now Im a free guy, and I have let go of everything ler, but I just dont want to start a new one now. It doesnt mean I will die without a girlfriend, neither does it mean that i did the right thing by breaking up with her. All I can say is, studies come first, regardless of relationships being a burden or not.  -zibinx- 17/3/2014

  Whenever I feel down, or whenever I get pointed at for no apparent reason, I always turned to my phone for help. Some of my friends will notice, I actually spent money to buy all the albums of a band, named The Corrs. The Corrs are an Irish band which comprises of Andrea, Caroline, Sharon and Jim Corr. They are currently on Hiatus as they have their respective careers and personal lives to attend to.   Now, how did I get to know of their existence? I missed the days of their glory back in the 1990s and early 2000s, but I am glad that I know them through my mother hahaha! I remember I was Primary 3 then, back then I still did not own a mobile phone. Therefore, after school in the afternoon, I took my mom's phone to play with the games then. One fine day, I went to her music album and the song "Breathless" was the first song I heard. That particular song echoed in my mind till now, because of the lyrics. The upbeat rhythm just makes me listen to it again and again. Let ...

You think that Im wrong. Fine I accept it. You think that Im not up for the job. Fine I accept it. I say that you shouldn't suffer, you didn't accept it. I say that you should continue to work hard, you didn't accept it. Then why, must you say all those behind me? I rather, you do it in my face, than to go around backstabbing like this. You might think it helps to please you, but it hurts badly. Please, shoot directly. Do not beat around the bushes. Thank you. -RYAN- 07/03/14

I hope that I have not been keeping you readers too long for my blog to be updated! Hahaha, well, I will try my best to update more often!  All these while, I have my own set of "guidelines" I should say, to find the girl I truly have feelings for. Let me list a few: 1)I do not go for girls after figures only ( Don't think of me as a person who goes after girls with nice figures, coz I'm never attracted by them. Personality makes more sense to me as I want to have someone who can manage the trivial things in life rather than spend money all day long on manicures and spas!! ><) 2) I look for people who can be my soul mates ( Yup, they understand what Im thinking about and what I have gone through in my life) 3) I only choose to give it a shot only if I know that girl well enough ( Learnt it from past experiences.) When these 3 criterias come together, I believe that I will be able to find a girl who is able to read our minds alike, and also help me out when I nee...