Ryan 子彬's Blog!!! ^^

Long, long time since i said i will update this blog... So many things happening at one go.. Now attached to someone ler, but my heart at times still pulls me back to the time we first met in Indon. Its, just unforgettable. I really dunno what to do, should i break her heart and go for her again, or just cheat myself and continue with my current one? I dunno.

Woke up in the middle of the night just to the horror being reminded in my dreams of doing all those things that hurt people this year... I want to say sorry to those i did, as it was really not an excuse to say i did it for my friends.ITS NOT AN EXCUSE. zibinx

Haix...sick. :( Hope i recover soon!!! Will be back on bloggIn soon! ;)

I'm really,really sad right now... 😭 It's like, you are playing with my feelings ya? Everyday, EVERY SINGLE DAY I SEE YOU AND HIM TOGETHER, it just really made me 💔. Yes we chat, but you dont even have the intention to. You must be wondering, why, WHY AM I SUCH A BASTARD, WHY AM I STILL CLINGING ONTO YOU, WHY!!!! At the end of the day, there's only one reason, because i still want you back. :(

I really, really owe elissa an apology. Right now, we still tend to ignore one another,but at least things werent as bad as before. :] Zibinx ^^

All hopes gone...my dream of patching...just stayed as a dream. That dream, bought me back to earth in just seconds,but i have no intention of giving it up.1 day,i will go to venus and have u back agn by my side,having fun tgt,taking neos. :) Yours sincerely, Zibinx ^^

Long, long time since i last blogged something major. I'm not really sure who knows my blog now, but probably most of them girls. I'm very sure Trina knows, so is YL, Andro, XM and SPM. So i hope that writing my secrets here is safe. Guess that if piggy sees this shes gonna ask me loads of questions when school reopens!! Who's piggy? For me to know and you to find out!! ;p SO, new rules for my blog: 1) No personal attacks 2) more secrets revealed (looking forward??? ^^) 3) frequent juicy updates! STAY TUNED!! XD Ry4nLimP3i 2012