Ryan 子彬's Blog!!! ^^

You might think im unreasonable, you might think it's all shit that im talking about, but at the end of the day, im ending your suffering. Im not going to find a replacement in the near future, all i want to do now, is to focus on my studies. You might think im here to hurt you, and just dump you away, you are wrong. I did put in real effort and feelings into it. Im sorry if i hurt you, becoz i also hurt as a result of my sacrifice. </3

Long, long time since i said i will update this blog... So many things happening at one go.. Now attached to someone ler, but my heart at times still pulls me back to the time we first met in Indon. Its, just unforgettable. I really dunno what to do, should i break her heart and go for her again, or just cheat myself and continue with my current one? I dunno.

Woke up in the middle of the night just to the horror being reminded in my dreams of doing all those things that hurt people this year... I want to say sorry to those i did, as it was really not an excuse to say i did it for my friends.ITS NOT AN EXCUSE. zibinx

Haix...sick. :( Hope i recover soon!!! Will be back on bloggIn soon! ;)

I'm really,really sad right now... 😭 It's like, you are playing with my feelings ya? Everyday, EVERY SINGLE DAY I SEE YOU AND HIM TOGETHER, it just really made me 💔. Yes we chat, but you dont even have the intention to. You must be wondering, why, WHY AM I SUCH A BASTARD, WHY AM I STILL CLINGING ONTO YOU, WHY!!!! At the end of the day, there's only one reason, because i still want you back. :(

I really, really owe elissa an apology. Right now, we still tend to ignore one another,but at least things werent as bad as before. :] Zibinx ^^

All hopes gone...my dream of patching...just stayed as a dream. That dream, bought me back to earth in just seconds,but i have no intention of giving it up.1 day,i will go to venus and have u back agn by my side,having fun tgt,taking neos. :) Yours sincerely, Zibinx ^^