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To those who know me, you might recall me in sec 2 being closer to people who went to Indo with the teachers on the first satellite school program. To those people who know me better, they might know that I used to have two best friends. Yup, I used the words "used to". I still remember the days, where the three of us went from not knowing one another, to becoming so talkative to one another after a school camp in sec 1! The sec one years were good, but damn, came the sec 2 years which shattered our friendship beyond repairs... Well sec 2, like what I mentioned above, we went for the satellite school programme, and there is where I had "developed feelings" for a person I totally unexpected. (Will explain this in details next time!)  Back to the satellite school, I fell in love with another girl soon after though, and that was really, the best relationship I had up to now. Shame on me, to be flirty, and not "tiong xim"(dialect for being loyal to her)like wh...

Hello all~   Finally able to update the blog again! :) Finally, all exams are over for me... but I seem to miss school now.. :( (Don't try to say you havnt felt this before, PSLE is a very good example!)   Thinking back, there were both fun times and so called "dark" moments during the years of secondary school life, but Im sure to say that I largely enjoyed school life, and making more close friends than ever. II have friends who make my day full of joy and laughter, and I have friends who also treat me like their maids haha!! ( Im Serene or Maria! REMEMBER IT!) Now that a new chapter in life is about to unveil, where will I be heading next in the game of life? ^^   To whoever is reading this post, no worries as I will try my utmost best, to update the blog once the new chapter of life starts! SO STAY TUNED!!! Song from my favourite band The Corrs: So young

不懂心里最近在想什么。。。她是不是已有了属于她的另一半呢？我，会不会变成一个第三者呢？直到我有勇气问她的那一天，我就会积极地面对所有的一切。现在是Ｏ水准考试，就别想这么多了。就此搁笔，有什么进展，留到以后再写。

You might think im unreasonable, you might think it's all shit that im talking about, but at the end of the day, im ending your suffering. Im not going to find a replacement in the near future, all i want to do now, is to focus on my studies. You might think im here to hurt you, and just dump you away, you are wrong. I did put in real effort and feelings into it. Im sorry if i hurt you, becoz i also hurt as a result of my sacrifice. </3

Long, long time since i said i will update this blog... So many things happening at one go.. Now attached to someone ler, but my heart at times still pulls me back to the time we first met in Indon. Its, just unforgettable. I really dunno what to do, should i break her heart and go for her again, or just cheat myself and continue with my current one? I dunno.