-zibinx's journey-

It seems to me that early mornings are the only time I am sober, and free enough to blog hahaha! (Insert laugh cry emoji)

Well, let's not get bothered too much about the blog timing! Shall split the sections up:

Cadet Inspector Basic Training Course (CIBTC)

Im currently about one-third the way through CIBTC lo!! Yayyy

Initially, the thought of heading back to be lectured by seniors again frightens me as I have not been lectured on for like, 3 years already? It's definitely a refreshing moment for me as all those skills I learnt back in my unit are being refined in CIBTC. New skills were also being learnt, which my unit will benefit the most from when I bring those skills back.

It all seems so surreal, that I had already survived 3 modular courses and Im about to get my cadet inspector rank. I wonder, if Im going to head down the NPCC path the whole way... (Better not tho! :p)

Sec Sch:

Moving on, just got a call from Mr Abdul yesterday, and I'm getting a price for speech day yayy~ 👏 I never remembered myself getting a price on stage for major events before. Even when I got a honourary mention for Maths Olympiad that time, I got it during mass assembly. T~T Therefore, it will be nice to be back in my alma mater! Havn't seen Mdm Teo in a long long time~ She was the one, who motivated my class to strive for our goals. She finds ways and means to keep us engaged in her E maths lesson, just to ensure we are prepared for Os. Sprained leg, falling sick, rain or shine, she still turns up for her lessons. Never gonna forget that help of hers that shaped the life that I'm living today

Poly life:

Just finished MST a few weeks ago! Yayyy~ This would probably be the first time I studied late into the night for any test in my whole life ( I dreaded tests, therefore I never studied much for any tests, only bringing what I remember from the teacher's teachings and common sense ;p)

Vacation now, but vacation is equivalent to no vacation due to CIBTC~ i'ts okay! It's only a temporary pain, it will go off soon after completion of course! I can do it! :)

Lastly, the part most readers might be waiting for... 😱

I kept receiving messages from my "daughter" to help her find a new mom after the previous relationship fell through. Although it may seem to me that I have already founded one, I actually do not have the guts to propose to her. Firstly, it's not because I can't face the fear of rejection, but that it's only 2 months since I got to know her. I really think it's time to settle down, that's why I'll rather take months or years to know her better before I even try. I don't want our freshly built-friendship to just crumble overnight, neither do I think that I should regard these things as a fling. 

Secondly, I made a promise to myself that studies come first. And in poly, that's always the case, unless you want to see your GPA falling every year! 😂

Right now, she's just my buddy, listening to my stories, occasional naggings and the good morning and goodnight messages. That is more than enough to put a smile on each other's faces :)

That's all for now, will blog when I blog! :p

-zibinx-

11 June 2014-