Thoughts

Back to the time for zibinx to reflect again hahaha~ I don't know why but I just find it very relaxing at night, to discuss about the recent happenings in my life. The night sort of gave me the feeling that I have all the time I can get to slowly recall about the past. 
Anyway, all presentations down!! Yayy, but 3 more papers to goo~ ;( (Somebody save me from drowning in the books of knowledge!!) 
And that was probably it for school life..
For those readers who always catch up with my relationship statuses, well... Sorry to disappoint you guys again! Now's not really the right time to get into one either haha! As in, everyone has its comfort zone, and some might refuse to move out of it due to past experiences. I'm one of those. I managed to move out of the previous one, but it doesn't mean that I'm ready for a new one.
I tend to see myself as a person who always makes the wrong decisions, which has always been the case, especially for major decisions. I really do not see the need to get attached just for the sake of recognition. After all, it's the happiness in your loved ones that matter over that status. 我宁可做守门员的队友，与其做守门员的搭档. Maybe those who are interested in more can come to me directly? ;)
As another part of my poly life comes to a closure, it is probably time, to take down all those smiles, and take a step back and retreat into my world to be who I really am again, till poly comes back to life.
Will update when I update, stay tuned :)
-zibinx-
17 February 2015






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