Ryan 子彬's Blog!!! ^^

So, carrying on from the last post! Our happy days were short though, just after a month of being together, we were bickering almost every single day. Seeing each other in school was like, seeing a stranger. We walk pass one another like we didn't know one another. Days and months went by, and nothing improved. Soon, jealousy and anger took over, and it all went downhill. So that year, I went to the first ever overseas Council camp, with a heavy heart. Back then, I still had Darren and Aqeel. So I remember myself sitting beside Darren on the train, and I was Sitting in the outside row. We were on the way to tekam, and that's where I saw the girl I regretted being the most with in my life. She was a new councillor, but same level as me. On that night, it was her first few days (for those who take bio, you should understand~) and I remember clearly that there was a blood stain on her PE shirt. The clueless me then, just thought that she wasn't feeling well and thus I just tre...

Hello people~ has been a long time since I wrote what I assumed as a proper post. Now that I have the time to do it, its finally time for me to come clean with one and ONLY ONE version of my life in Secondary school.  One question everyone will ask: How many girlfriends did you have? This question will be answered eventually by me at the bottom half of this post. :) Now to start off with the boring part! I came to Outram Sec then, wasn't because that my brother was in that school before me, but because I wanted to start afresh in a school which no one knows me. I do not like to be in a school whereby I have loads of primary school friends who bring up things that aren't worth to bring up. I want a new beginning, that's why I choosed a school far from my primary school. Then it beginned on the 23rd of Dec 2009( If i recall correctly!) that I reported to school. Gosh, Dad brought me to the school so early that even the school hall wasn't prepared for the Sec 1 registratio...

Hello people! Time for some updates again as Im so bored without school!!! So apparently, I made it into SP HR management with Psychology yayy~ 👍 my choice course! Time to adapt into a new environment to just forget about the past.. To be honest, even if i held on, the future is uncertain for us. Now, only Poly, and CCA remains in my mind, the rest shall wait~ :) To those attatched who are reading this, I wish you a very happy Valentine's Day. Last long with your other halves!! XD

Like seriously, I really have enough of your nonsense. When I dont blow up in front of you, it means that i still have that sense of respect for you. If you want to push the envelope and try your luck further, I wouldnt gurantee if I can still endure such behaviour from you. I dun mind if you ignore me, slam the door in my face, DONT VENT IT ON OTHER PEOPLE. I seldomly lose my temper like this, try me. I hate losing my temper, because that tells me that you dun even deserve the chance to be respected by me. Respect is gained, not by demand. If you have any grudges, come and aim it at me. Im always ready to settle that score. I HATE IT, HATE IT WHEN INNOCENT PEOPLE ARE INVOLVED . Just try me. 

To those who know me, you might recall me in sec 2 being closer to people who went to Indo with the teachers on the first satellite school program. To those people who know me better, they might know that I used to have two best friends. Yup, I used the words "used to". I still remember the days, where the three of us went from not knowing one another, to becoming so talkative to one another after a school camp in sec 1! The sec one years were good, but damn, came the sec 2 years which shattered our friendship beyond repairs... Well sec 2, like what I mentioned above, we went for the satellite school programme, and there is where I had "developed feelings" for a person I totally unexpected. (Will explain this in details next time!)  Back to the satellite school, I fell in love with another girl soon after though, and that was really, the best relationship I had up to now. Shame on me, to be flirty, and not "tiong xim"(dialect for being loyal to her)like wh...

Hello all~   Finally able to update the blog again! :) Finally, all exams are over for me... but I seem to miss school now.. :( (Don't try to say you havnt felt this before, PSLE is a very good example!)   Thinking back, there were both fun times and so called "dark" moments during the years of secondary school life, but Im sure to say that I largely enjoyed school life, and making more close friends than ever. II have friends who make my day full of joy and laughter, and I have friends who also treat me like their maids haha!! ( Im Serene or Maria! REMEMBER IT!) Now that a new chapter in life is about to unveil, where will I be heading next in the game of life? ^^   To whoever is reading this post, no worries as I will try my utmost best, to update the blog once the new chapter of life starts! SO STAY TUNED!!! Song from my favourite band The Corrs: So young

不懂心里最近在想什么。。。她是不是已有了属于她的另一半呢？我，会不会变成一个第三者呢？直到我有勇气问她的那一天，我就会积极地面对所有的一切。现在是Ｏ水准考试，就别想这么多了。就此搁笔，有什么进展，留到以后再写。