The power of knowing too much.. Or is it?

Just went for the diploma "Movie Night" just now in school~ I gotta say, the movie was great! My bunch of jokers decided to watch Escape Plan instead of The Prestige and it wasn't a bad choice at all.

The jokers with Bon~ ( Will talk about him another time!)

Moving on, as fast as it seems, it's already week 2 into the 2nd semester! Time flies very quickly, especially with all the public holidays stacking up.
To me, I have a love-hate feeling for holidays. On one hand, I can finally take a break from all the stressful life, and all the projects and modules. On the other hand, holidays make some friendships
Challenging to handle, and that's whay that has happened to me.
I dont know why, but she seems to be on the phone all the while ever since school restarted. Does she have a suitor? Possible, but Im not gonna probe any further into it! ( The lesser I know, the less I have to worry about).
Somehow, I just feel that Im very inferior. everyone is higher in ranks than me. That's why when I first heard of such news from my observations, I just want to block everything out. I just felt like hiding somewhere forever. 
But, I know, that Im at the most, only her good friend or someone who understands her better by a slight margin. Do I ever stand a chance? I say, never even try to be smart and charge full speed ahead. We shall just remain as who we are before I fall too deep.

-To Be Continued-


zibinx ^^
31 Oct 2013

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