Mistakes- Misinterpretation

  那天跟小妹出游的时候，无意中提到了“嫂子们”，that was when she said something that I failed to realise until the fourth one. She said this,
" 哥，你不可以跟你的好朋友在一起，不然分手的时候会很尴尬！"
  In English, it basically meant that I should get involved in a relationship with my best female friends. 
  How I wished that advice came earlier. It makes me a jerk to say all this now, because the damage has already been done, but at least, I am reflecting on the mistakes I made. 
  Two out of the four ended up that way. The first one was with 大嫂，or what some of my friends will know as "Beaver". It started off as a pure prank call, to joke that I had feelings for her( back in Sec 2, my brain probably wasn't functioning too well to understand thoughts and feelings yet). Then after,  to put it bluntly, I practically begged her to be my girlfriend despite her rejections ( Yes, shameless some will say.)
  She eventually accepted me, but the feelings didn't last too long on my side, as I genuinely fell in love with the person I really thought for. As it turns out, I probably misinterpreted my friendship for 大嫂 as feelings. 大嫂 did sort of forgive me in the end when I initiated the breakup, but we never talked much from then on.
  As for the second part, give me time to consider if I should write that out, as that story is still in the gray region. Don't want to inflict any more damage.

-zibinx-
27 March 2015
  

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