Eventful

Firstly, let me just do a shoutout to fish!! Happy advanced birthday ~~ please grow up hahahah, nah just joking, I still depend on you to crack jokes for me!! Thank you so much for being there on the train when I needed a listening ear, as well as when we listened to music on the purple line together hahahaha!

There are just too many things happening recently that I just have no idea where to start from..
Received a letter from 四嫂 that day through a mutual friend, and honestly speaking.. It doesn't make me feel any better. It just adds on to the bitterness and sadness that's slowly piling up as time goes by. It's really not that easy to just say goodbye at all.
As I'm writing this post from a bus, I came across this group of foreign workers, who are painting the external walls of the flats we live in. These people might have never met in their lives before, but they are able to work together and gel well enough to call themselves "workmates". I really don't get the point where invisible borders are drawn where one gets too comfortable in their respective comfort zones. Probably if's me, because I'm always taught to step out of my comfort zone, but please. We are all human beings. Please spare a thought.
I rarely get so frustrated because I believe that my happiness is through seeing the smiles on my friends' faces. I always strive to make this happen, because I know that when I need them, they will be there for me. But getting commented on for bringing smiles? I would appreciate if some reflection is done.
Holiday's coming! Shall take this time to give myself some personal space from all these things and to just, take a step back and enjoy.

-zibinx-
30 May 2015

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