Composure

By pure chance or luck, I bumped into her today.
Both of us exchanged shocked eye contact with those expanded eyes of ours, as we walk off in our respective directions.
Took a glance back after a while, seeing that backview of hers fading into the crowd, I recalled the moment I saw you by chance.
The happy, but shocked feeling, the inability to even say a proper hello and just gasping away.
Somehow, I started to stutter even moments after the brief meeting.
It might have lasted less than a few seconds, but the shock lingers on.

Ryan zibin
7 July 2016

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