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Wew, two presentations down in a week! So glad that its all over for those, since the guys really placed in a lot of effort to make it a funny skit presentation.
For both modules, as only our group only consists of guys, we went a little extreme and crossdress... Of course the effect and laughter was there, but that isn't the main point hahaha
After one of the presentations, the lecturer mentioned that sometimes, we as humans tend to overlook some features or actions we are ever so used to doing or mentioning. Why that statement? Well its because.. I impersonated her HAHAHAHA.
But that comment didn't kicked in until I felt the full force of it today.
You see, I never knew how people thought of me, because no one has ever came up to me, saying "oh you are too close for comfort", "you are freaking me out" or sorts. Not even in the young amd reckless days back in Secondary School. It is pretty sad to see someone saying that about me, but I guessed I deserved that reply.
When one is reading this post, you must be wondering, what have you done to make her react that way?
I am going to be very frank with my readers, it is honestly my fault. I asked to do things that are like, meant for people who have already hit a certain stage into friendship. I was wrong to do those. I have always wanted to apologise face to face to show my sincerity, but my friends have been dissuading me, saying that I will only creep her out.
What should I do readers? Let it be and turn sour more, or to step up and apologise? I really don't mind if we do not return to what happened prior to it, but at least I did something to reduce that mistake.
Ryan zibin
26 July 2016
For both modules, as only our group only consists of guys, we went a little extreme and crossdress... Of course the effect and laughter was there, but that isn't the main point hahaha
After one of the presentations, the lecturer mentioned that sometimes, we as humans tend to overlook some features or actions we are ever so used to doing or mentioning. Why that statement? Well its because.. I impersonated her HAHAHAHA.
But that comment didn't kicked in until I felt the full force of it today.
You see, I never knew how people thought of me, because no one has ever came up to me, saying "oh you are too close for comfort", "you are freaking me out" or sorts. Not even in the young amd reckless days back in Secondary School. It is pretty sad to see someone saying that about me, but I guessed I deserved that reply.
When one is reading this post, you must be wondering, what have you done to make her react that way?
I am going to be very frank with my readers, it is honestly my fault. I asked to do things that are like, meant for people who have already hit a certain stage into friendship. I was wrong to do those. I have always wanted to apologise face to face to show my sincerity, but my friends have been dissuading me, saying that I will only creep her out.
What should I do readers? Let it be and turn sour more, or to step up and apologise? I really don't mind if we do not return to what happened prior to it, but at least I did something to reduce that mistake.
Ryan zibin
26 July 2016
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