Whoosh
Wow, time really flies, a week has already passed since school reopened. I think I will skip the normal stuff about what happens in school and stuff since that will probably bore you guys out haha.
Well, results wise, 2 papers left to collect, and 2 papers collected, but well what's done is done! You cannot undo things once it's done isn't it? Careless mistakes are called that name for a reason..
I wonder if it's fate on my side or fate playing with me, this semester we only had 3 modules that we have combined lectures and lectures are back to back, which meant lesser interactions with other classes.
Well.. not many will know, but there is this negativity in me nowadays which I somehow can't swing off. I don't know if it's due to things happening at home, or school, or my life or a combination of all. However, I can at least safely say it has not bring upon an emotional breakdown as of yet. [Yeh I am still surviving on the outside, smiling and caring as always]
There is this urge to approach, but the messages make me think twice and again about the decision. Now, I am just glued to my seat for the lecture, learning to relax and just let things be. No point forcing things to happen, daydreaming might be a better option
For the next few posts, hopefully I am able to pick up my drawing board again and draw out my feelings as the semester gradually comes to an end. Do stay tuned if interested!
子彬
2 Jul 2016
Well, results wise, 2 papers left to collect, and 2 papers collected, but well what's done is done! You cannot undo things once it's done isn't it? Careless mistakes are called that name for a reason..
I wonder if it's fate on my side or fate playing with me, this semester we only had 3 modules that we have combined lectures and lectures are back to back, which meant lesser interactions with other classes.
Well.. not many will know, but there is this negativity in me nowadays which I somehow can't swing off. I don't know if it's due to things happening at home, or school, or my life or a combination of all. However, I can at least safely say it has not bring upon an emotional breakdown as of yet. [Yeh I am still surviving on the outside, smiling and caring as always]
There is this urge to approach, but the messages make me think twice and again about the decision. Now, I am just glued to my seat for the lecture, learning to relax and just let things be. No point forcing things to happen, daydreaming might be a better option
For the next few posts, hopefully I am able to pick up my drawing board again and draw out my feelings as the semester gradually comes to an end. Do stay tuned if interested!
子彬
2 Jul 2016
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